Navigating life and trying to stay creative with Fibromyalgia, Bi-Polar 2, Adrenal fatigue and CFS. There is also a touch of Hyperacusis, Misophonia, Hypothyroid, Pulsatile Tinnitus, Asthma and everything that comes along with it. Trying to heal my body with organic food, supplements,and modified exercise.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Same old story
Is anyone else tired of telling people the same story over and over? People forget what I have and ask questions that are ridiculous! If I say my back hurt or I was really tired or I had a bad day and had to just sit of the couch I very often get a "why, what happened?" Come on people i't bad enough I am struggling, can you please make a mental note that I may not look sick, but I am!!!! (update) Doing very well on vitamin D, B12, and 5 htp. Much better than in the last year.i can tell when i forget to take it because i get tired, depressed, and have little interest in anything. I definitely recommend it for anyone not wanting to take prescriptions.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Blessed and stressed
Holidays are tricky when you have something as unpredictable as fibro. I m aware that I need to take it easy but with the ever growing list of things to do between thanksgiving and the new year it's very hard to keep a pace that will not add any unnecessary stress to my body. I'm blessed to be as mobile as I am. Many are worse off. I appreciate what I have and what I can do. But when my hands hurt cutting out snowflakes or putting together a barbie house I have a lingering worry in the back of my head about how long this will last. Hopefully the new year will bring new education, funding and treatment for all of us. Recently I read the blog of a very happy positive fellow sufferer, and although its great to be positive, just because you can do all "these" things, doesn't mean I can, and because I can do something also doesn't mean someone else should be able to either. Our conditions are relative to ourselves. If you can run a marathon with fibro good for you, but don't tell me I can. Nor do I want to! I can do today what my body will allow me to do and for now that's good enough. Happy new year everybody!!!
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